what she means: okay so eleven literally lived her entire life unknowing of true connections and friends until she met mike, dustin, and towards the end lucas. and you're telling me that after all the years of abuse and experimentation and sadness she didn't even get a happy ending. she literally tried to do nothing but good for those she cared for, due to the fact that she was finally faced with the idea of friendship and trust and just as she was becoming happy, just as she was becoming hopeful, of a time where she and mike would be able to go to the snowball, and she would have nancy as a sister, and she would have an entire family to love and support her, she had to "die?" my girl really deserves better. and don't even get me started on the fact that season 2 isn't confirmed yet because if that's how they're leaving the story, with her tied to some gaping oblivion, leaving us without answers, because if el is not okay i won't be a happy camper.